Moving Away: T minus 5 weeks

This time, the 5 weeks is for real. Five weeks and a few days, a few of which I'll be gone in Maryland to visit my mom.

I'm going to adopt a kitten. SO CUTE! I'm destined to become a crazy cat lady. Little fuzzy bundles of teeth and claws and PLAY.

Not as frustrated at this moment with my love life. Figured out that even if me and Ti are not in a relationship, that doesn't mean we're not lovers. And we are, pretty much in every sense of the word. I'm looking forward to a long day with him, neither of us have work. I'm crazy about him, it's pretty ridiculous. So long as we don't bring up any of our issues I think we'll be fine...

Working on a story again. Still in development. An obvious reaction to the last week. Learned I had a fun little virus.

My eyes are itching horribly. Allergy season sucks balls.

Moving Away: T minus 6 weeks

Well, the actual moving away part is still like 9 weeks away, but in 6 weeks everything will be packed and ready to go.

Tarot of the day:

1. What is my blessing for today?

Page of Swords. LOL. I know what that means... it came up yesterday as my obstacle for the next 6 weeks.
2. What is my challenge for today?

Five of wands. This is a card predicting conflict and power struggles, smooth sailing meeting choppy waters. Inner doubts and fears will arise, leading to confusion and panic. And the question it asks is "How can I stand out?" The answer is, ultimately, that one learns to stand out by entering the fray and sizing up the competition. Only by doing this can the Querent learn how to change, what to cut away or keep, in order to be unique and succeed. If you fear competition and run from it, you will never succeed at anything.
3. What is my mission for today?

Three of wands, reversed. Waiting for ships to come in, this card promises the payoff for that initial investment of energy. Your good choice brings rewards. Reversed, however, and you get, I think, a blocked interpretation. A delay in the pay off, or, if really opposite, the ships have sunk. The anticipated reward is not or cannot come your way.

Interesting, how I can't endure a relationship with someone, but can't live without them either. Good thing I'm moving away, it'll make things easier, I hope.

Work today, if it's nice out. Otherwise, Buffy marathon :-)